Oscar-winning music composer AR Rahman was rushed to the hospital on March 16, 2024, after complaining of chest pain. However, his manager later clarified that it was due to dehydration and gastric issues, assuring fans that there was no cause for concern.
Rahman is a national icon, known for winning two Academy Awards in 2009 for his outstanding compositions in Slumdog Millionaire and 127 Hours. While many admire his musical genius, few know about his spiritual transformation and why he converted to Islam.
Why Did AR Rahman Convert to Islam?
Born as Dileep Kumar Rajagopala in Madras (now Chennai), Tamil Nadu, Rahman started learning music at the age of four. His father, R.K. Shekhar, was a well-known film score composer, but he passed away when Rahman was just nine years old.
After his father’s death, Rahman took on the responsibility of supporting his family. He had to juggle between school and odd jobs, often missing classes and struggling with academics. His struggles were so severe that his school once suggested that his mother send him to beg on the streets due to his poor performance.
Amid this hardship, Rahman met Sufi saint Qadri Saaheb, whose teachings deeply influenced him. Seeking inner peace and spiritual guidance, Rahman, along with his mother and sisters, converted to Islam at the age of 23. In an interview, he shared:
“There was a Sufi saint treating my father before he passed away. Years later, we met him again, and that led us to a spiritual path that brought us peace.”
How Did AR Rahman Get His Name?
Before converting, Rahman and his family were practicing Hindus, with images of Hindu deities adorning their home. However, after embracing Islam, Rahman changed his name to Abdul Rahman, as he never felt a connection with his birth name, Dileep Kumar.
Interestingly, the name was suggested by a Hindu astrologer. In Nasreen Munni Kabir’s book, AR Rahman: The Spirit of Music, he revealed:
“I never liked my name. No disrespect to the great actor Dilip Kumar, but it didn’t feel like me. A Hindu astrologer suggested Abdul Rahman and Abdul Rahim. I instantly loved Rahman. That’s how I got my Muslim name.”
AR Rahman Struggle with Suicidal Thoughts
Rahman father’s untimely demise left a deep impact on him, leading him to battle suicidal thoughts. In an interview, he shared:
“Until 25, I often thought about suicide. Many people feel they are not good enough. Losing my father left a void. But that struggle also made me fearless. Since everything has an expiry date, why fear anything?”
AR Rahman Legacy & Influence
From overcoming personal struggles to becoming an Oscar-winning music legend, Rahman’s journey is a testament to resilience, faith, and passion. His music continues to inspire millions worldwide, making him one of India’s greatest composers.
